Once upon a sex doll.

Hear how my life has sucky moments because I let guys treat me like a toy.

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Wow… I don’t even know you…

It’s finally Over?

Hey ex-boyfriend, I am getting cocks inside me that are bigger than yours :)

Why should I be miserable when you don’t see me because you’re too busy fucking your whore while her kid is playing in the living room and watching Sesame Street.

Right now I am living my life, sure I got no man (do I really need one?) but I can still get my sex once a week, not even from a vibrator but from an actual large juicy cock from a guy who loves making me wet and eating me out. Did I mention is car is nicer than that piece of shit you drive?
Your own mama even said I am too good for your immature ass, and you’re 4yrs older than me… wow.
I am a smart, and sexy girl who doesn’t need you in my life.
*Block you and your whore on Facebook* 

Rant completed. 

When the person I love is all the sudden with someone else…

it makes me feel like I must be the ugliest person in the world.

What I do love about him?

The way he laughed
The way he told me I am beautiful without my make-up
The way he just wanted to cuddle with me
The way the first thing he does when he sees me is hold me
The way he kissed me
The way he stayed on the phone and talk to me for hours
The way he would told me “Good night”every night 
The way he said I was the only one he cared about
The way he defended me
The way he cried when he was afraid he hurt me
The way he would come pick me up for nothing in return
The way he holds me when we made love
The way he said my name when we made love
The way he said he was lucky to be with me
The way he would call me his “amazing girl”
The way he surprised me with flowers when he was late
The way he would have sex with me where I want to have sex
The way his dick would feel so perfect inside my pussy
The way he would still feel hard after he came,
The way he use to eat me out
The way he grabbed me,
The way he touched me,
The way he smiled at me

And what I love about him most?
The way it was all nothing but a lie. 

October 6th 2011

So I am looking for a friend… a friend with benefits, this should be interesting.

Want me to hate you? Fine, I hate you.

Sex with my ex?

I am tempted to have sex with my ex boyfriend but he has a girlfriend who has a kid.

Dear Tumblr,

Did you have a dilemma like this? If so, what did you do? 

If you had sex with him/her was it worth it? 


Emotion Smoothie

I miss you

I want you dead

I love you so much

Loving you was the biggest mistake of my life.

You made my life worth meaning

You make me wanna kill myself

You girlfriend is a whore

Why do you love her and not me?

I loved it when you called me beautiful

You are a fucking bastard

Please come back to me

I want to slap you in the face

One last kiss and you can remember…

One last fuck then I am going out the door

You made me see there are nice guys out there.

You’re just another asshole who hurt me

You are going to marry her aren’t you?

You don’t love her.

You don’t love me

I gave you my virginity

Yes I only liked the sex 

You can’t forget this psycho

I know you still love me.

Because I still love you.